its valentine..

its valentine..
from dying to live....to..
living to die...
my world has changed .
and so have i..

the people i loved..
souls i used to adore..
either they have turned..
or me not a human anymore...

the fragrance of flowers..
now smells so rude..
its no more the roses..
but their thorns, ......that protrude..
my body ..my mind
my heart ..my soul...
and what .ultimately i see..
is death as my goal..

from reality...i shrinked to figments..
this bodily skeleton.. i dwell in..
seems just ...natal version's clone..
about mind ..what to say..?
still not remember ..the moment..
frm which...i started loving..darkness..
and being alone

still preserved are those..
sunny days ..
in memories of mine..
i was sanguine....not eccentric..
i used to sparkle ..
i used to shine..

but just ONE FAULT....and..
everything gone ..in ..
the virtual whine..
so are my remeniscences..
and what a great day to remember..
i jus realized..
its VALENTINE